My True Love Ended On 13th May 2010

Love is a greatest feeling for every human being, If you get your love it’s a biggest thing on Earth , however if you don’t get it then it’s a biggest disaster for he/she who is in Love… As Like Every Love Story “ My Love Story Ended On 13th may 2010” I was a Call Center Employee, in July 2008 I joined a new call center, and everything was going normal until I saw that girl, she was my so called colleague in the organization. She was full of joys and happiness and which made me attract toward her calm nature and features. I started talking to her over the phone and on tea & lunch breaks too.. I loved it as it was a greatest feeling for me which gave me

a new reason to live my life. She was very funny sometimes and always used to make me happy. I used to forget all my sorrows with just one beautiful smile of her. I thought I must tell her what I have in my heart and in my mind. Bt I was afraid of losing her, again after couple of months time, I decided to tell her everything which in my heart so I did the same by sending her a text Message. But she dint replied to it anything she just said “you are mad”. Then I asked her what is a reason ‘why she doesn’t like me’? She Replied ‘I don’t even know you well, We are not even friends till yet, first of all we shud be good friends, we shud know each other” As she was everything to me I said O.k we’ll be friends first then you can think about me.. Time was passing fast and so many months passed away however my feelings remains the same for her, whenever I used to propose her she used to say ‘’ tum pagal ho’’ and that phrase doesn’t give me any other chance of saying anything to her. I Never missed any chance and moment of proposing her when she was happy. But she didn’t noticed me the way I used to notice her. Now it’s been more than one year that we are good friends and now I proposed her again, bt now she said the real thing to me that she was hurted in love 2 years back… and now she don’t believe in love and doesn’t have any more trust on anyones love… She also told me that my parents will never get me married to any call center employee who don’t have a fixed job…. ( She was right) However I told her that I can change myself and my job just for you, bt still she said no… I was so depressed on That day and was feeling all alone and thought of not talking to her anymore in future… I tried hard not talking to her anymore ,tried ignoring her…Bt I Failed as I can’t control myself when she was just next to me on the floor… I decided to talk with her in Private, so I called her on one of the restaurant near to her place, and I started talking about me , I told her that I love you much and I can’t live without you as you are everything to me and so on… Bt still she was same as usual… As it was a private meeting so I told her please don’t let anyone know about this meeting… Bt she didn’t even kept that thing and she disclosed it to one of our common friend which I got to knw later from our common friend…. That thing hurted me a lot and I cried a lot that night and thought of not thinking abt her anymore and will soon vanish her from my Mind as it was a dream…. But again I failed and I started talking to her again, ts almost 21 months now from the day I have seen her first time… And still she don’t have any feelings for me, she still think that I am her best friend that’s it… Bt for me she was still my first love and it was hard for me to forget her. I left that call center in the second month of 2010… I was sure about it that she will not come to meet me on that day as well . and the same happened …  Bt I kept myself strong and thought of doing sumthing good after this Job…. And I started my own call center Just thinking of being a stable Person in earning which everyone wants….. However she was still In my mind and I used to talk to her over the phone whenever I used to get the time.. again 2 months passed and I am still talking to her, she used to talk with me as a friend and I used to talk to her as she was everything to me… And that’s the only thing which used to hurt me a lot, and I used to cry so many times just thinking of her and losing her... Now tomorrow is her birthday and I am planning for it… I took a cake, and her favorite chocolates and a present for her, which I thought will bring a smile on to her face… as it was the best thing for me to see her smiling… Unfortunately cake dropped on the floor the same morning her birthday was…. And I took that present and chocolate 6’00 in the morning to pick her up and drop till her home… On the way I gifted her present and chocolate and after that we had a tea and dropped her to home… And on the same day she was going to her hometown and I didn’t get a chance to spend time with her… I felt so lonely on that day as I don’t have anyone in mah life and cried out a lot… Just after couple of days she came back from her hometown and I decided to finalise everything today as its been more then 2 years that I m in love with her… I Think 2 Yerars ,It’s enough to know anything about anyone… And I told her that its hurting me so much to be in love with you as you meant everything to me and I meant nothing to you… her answer was same that she don’t love me, and is said that even I won’t bother her anymore … and that was 13th May 2010 when MY LOVE STORY ENDED.. And after that even I thought that there is nothing called LOVE….